Nirvana

Darkness falls again

Televisions blue glow pools around me

Sinking me deeper

into the undertow

The Winter has made me bitter.

A bitter shadow of what I am

Distorted by moonlight

Until the hellfire of Dawn

I want it, I need it.

Warm arms enfold me

Comforting me, locking me in its embrace

Rotten stench of days left behind

Is gone in an instant

And I’m numb

It feels good Mama,

It feels so good

I don’t want this to end.

Mouth left open

Eyes rolled back

Slackend Movements

I’m so close

I let myself down

On the carpet

Watching the blue until my eyes erase

When sleep comes

I see Mama there

She waves in the fog